I dont relate much because I hate myself so much.I know its pretty mean to say but I guess my being fat has got all to do with it. Some people tell me ''oh no you look just fine'', but i guess its all laughter behind my back. Words like ''fat ass'',fat cow'',fat bitch is all I keep picturing myself to be.
I've been on the diets, but give up along the way. Im the complete cause of my insecurities. I just hope I can find some pro ana friends to inspire me on my journey.
All i do is spend shit loads of time browsing through magazines, skinny models and wishing I could be as slim as them.
Why cant I be that SKINNY.....Argggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Well that said guys, im going on a 3day detox diet and will update you guys on my results if im able to stick my fat ass to it for once.........
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